Sometimes i think i lost my best friend. Just replaced like nothing happened
I know sounds stupid. It just feels weird now. I feel completely left out and replaced. Its weird you know when you have no idea what there talking about and they go to someone else. Sad to say maybe im just the best friend now :(
But instead its a battle against you and the doubters.
Simply a mind game in which only the few self determined, highly motivated and courageous people go through to reach for the top.
Sure its not an easy road to get there.
There will be criticism along the way
The public trying to bring you down,
Sometimes they dont care who you are. You could be the most caring guy. Nobody cares and people will do anything in there power to bring you and hopes down on the ground
or maybe…..You wont get that far. The lack of power and lack of focus. You suddenly over think the situation and lose. Sometimes:
It can be one sided,
End Early, happen quickly, or fail pathetically.
Gotta remember that life is all about patience,
focus, determination and hard work.
You can’t force anything when nothing is going your way.
Sometimes we are down on both feet. we must ask ourselves this question:
Should I stand back up?
Or should i just stay down?
Life doesn’t wait for nobody. You can sit, wait, and wish for something magically to happen. But we all know that can’t happen. There is always going to b an opponent or opposition in every challenge you face in life. Whether there small or big,
You can be knock down so many times.
It just take the courage to stand right back up and go through the battles.
Nothing comes easy.
Like a boxer, you learn from every challenge and battle prior to any obstacle
If you just work at it, believe in yourself, and learn from those around you who support you, then
you should be able to go beyond every round and go through every battles that is presented in front of you
Were not in this alone. As in our corner we have those who’ve taught us and supported us along the way. They are there when something good or bad happens/
Through blood, sweat and tears, eventually we reach our dreams through hard work.
When its all said done, your either on the top or looking down on the bottom. Just make sure that you do something before you let time elapse for good.
Memo: Next time your proffessor gives you a month to start on a two pager, START IT!! Its easier than you think.
unless your doing it two days before presentations begin. I need to practice my public speaking skills in front of 100 people!! We all know I really suck at it. I should be practcing now but a month of chillin and cruising with friends have turned against me at this point. Now im stuck doing this paper. I found all my research but only finished an outline.
I hate how I keep promising myself to do things orget things started. I promise this time I’d start asap. Then again, I will do it the next next time. XP
Today I found out that there is a tshirt design contest online in which they are looking for the next best thing. So I’ve decided to enter this contest. All I need now is a tshirt concept and a good slogan or phrase for the design. If you guys got anything let me know :D
I've wasted 2 days doing nothing. I should have started on my research paper for Architecture
Damn its funny how i dont seem afraid of presentting in front of 150 people. I presented in front of mcdonald executives, Millilani people, and hundreds of people in missouri. What is the worse that can happen?
I feel so limited when I play basketball now a days. Things start now
My goal for the end of the year is to cut down to 200 mark. Then at the end of the year 185. My friends are getting strong, faster, and better than me on the court. I feel like an old guy on the court now a days. It sucks to admit that I lost a step or two on the court. I know it should be fun and games. But I really hate losing.
Its 4:33 am in Iowa right now. Your probably sleeping right now. But I just wanna wish you a happy birthday. Once together and best friends. Your miles away, but its nice talking to you occasionally every week. Enjoy your birthday and live it up!! You wil always be “smiley “:) Happy Birthday Crystal!! :D
If this was 2 years ago, thing would be different. It would sound like this..
When I say we go box..Ifucking mean it. If you pussy out, then why talk like a smart ass? I dont care if you taller than me or have more reach. Cuz all you gon do is falll down and Im going to get into trouble.
Should I risk fighting? I know there idiots anyways. Seriously though if this wasnt at school, they be messing with the wrong person. I can’t let anger come over me. I guess Im just going to burn off the steam through basketball rather than using my gloves. I can officially say im a pacifist. :D. UNLESS someone messing with my fam, then that is a whole different story
When someone talks to you almost everyday, it becomes a routine right? But then, when they stop talking to you out of nowhere...you get scared to even say anything because you feel like you will ruin something between the two of you. Can't help but think, "what did i do wrong?"
no matter who you look like, what you do, where you go, etc. it’s inevitable. people WILL assume, in either a positive way or a negative way. it’s human nature and can’t be helped. you do it, my friends do it, everyone does it. and quite occasionally, people will hate. everyday people are fighting…