I feel like I’ve already broken so much promises over the course of the lastweeks. Just remember, things won’t change no matter how difficult things are getting. I jsut dont know what i’d do if anything happen to change everything.
I guess when you turn 18, the truth just hits you. (Random thoughts)
True friends never leave. No matter how long you may not see them or talk. I’ve come to realize who are my real friends and those who are not. It never occured to me how much over the years someone would use me for there personal benefit. I can’t believe I treated my friend like crap all those years. I never knew how it feels like when you find out the truth.
Girls, Fights, gangs was just high school behavior
There is really no need to find that special someone. They can your best friend, your neighbor, or even that nerdy girl who was in your class in elementary. It’s just going to happen naturally. No need to speed things up.
Were not kids no more.
College can change someone’s life.
Violence leads to more Violence.
Talk is cheap till it’s proven.
Getting over someone is really easy.
There are billions out girls out there. So why trip on just one person? Many girls will bound to like you.
The nerdy girl from middle school is the girl who I have a crush on XD
7 years of more school is not bad at all
Myspace was just BS put online
Money does make the world go round, until you get old
High school was easy, were just lazy
Best friends dont equal more than friends all the time
Anything is possible. There shouldn’t be no excuse for us to fail. We all are blessed with the things we have today that some don’t have.
Maybe someday I will have my very own Tshirt business. I know graphics is not my major but why not start of a small local business? My cousin and I always talked about it. We got some mad skills on paper and the graphic side. I had an offer to go Art Insititute for Graphics at California but i turned it down. Full payment and everything. I was considered the best graphic artisit in hawaii last year. What an accomplishment. I think if I didn’t screw up during competition on nationals, i would of accepted tht offer. The only problem was leaving family behind. Was I really ready to leave the rock? This is my hometown. Born and Raised. Maybe someday I will be able to fulfill that dream. You would think that god has gave us the gift to do something special you can give back to the world. I believe I can give more. I just don’t know what I could fully offer. FAMR class today got me thinking about the true intentions what we as people can fulfill over the course of a lifetime. We might not always get what we want. Sometimes it is a matter what we can do to reach for it. Right in front of me was Hawaii and California. I chose Hawaii. I will be here in UH for 7 years majoring in architecture. When the time comes when I raise my cap and get my PHD, i would know that I have done the right thing by staying here. Family means so much to me. Without them, I wouldn’t be given the opportunity like this. Expect big things! :D
“I don’t know what to say
I’ll never have no words
everytime I see your face it hurts
that I can’t be with u
cause I know you don’t want me to
you don’t want me to
I wake up all alone
make breakfast on my own
everything has changed now that you’re gone
now i can’t be with you
living life is hard to do
When you don’t want me to”—You Don’t Want Me Too by 3rd Storee
Everyone seems to recognize me as the silent chill guy. But guess what the quiet ones are the ones you should look out for. XP
Don’t get me wrong I couldnt agree more. I remember when I could back as saying I was probably sociable or talkative as my friends. Im not shy or anything, its just who I am. If I need to talk there is no doubt. I guess going on quiet side for couple of years in high school made me who I am. Does that really matter who I am from the opinion of others? My friends know me best and they understand why. Don’t be quick to judge the silent ones. I think the quiet ones are the ones people should worry about. Maybe in another lifetime, I will let out another outlook of my personality. Because I’m not always quiet. I just know now its not time for fun and games for me. Im strictly business from here on out. That’s just how I was raised.
Do I ever cross your mind? I miss you a lot. I have to admit that sometimes your on my mind. I know that it shouldnt be. Damn these past weeks I’ve been missing all the things we used to do and say. I been trying to play it cool for so long but it’s just bothering me. Some of my good friends who I’ve hanged out are all moving away for college and got to thinking about all the good times/memories I had with them. Out of nowhere you came across through my mind. I can’t stop smiling when remincsing about those memories. I cant go on this first year without hearing from you. I remember when we would go on with our deep converstations or life stories. Hah in fact, we even had times when we didnt wtf we were talking bout. Like them Rock, paper, scissors game on yahoo im, our random funny faces on webcam, both of us calling each other out to scrap one another lol. Damn this list can go on. Maybe it is my fault we hardly talk. I regret hiding things from you. You know it’s hard enough for me to let out about how I feel. We both have things to do this year which makes us unable to be able to communicate with each other. I hope your reading this. I don’t know if you still go on and check my stuff out. I love you best friend. I am just curious and wonder what your doing. Hope to see you soon.
Went back to drop my stuff today. I’ve noticed the differences between Ilima and Mokihana. It seems better and nicer. But it is not the same without everyone from COP together. Ah when I get back, I hope to cruise the COP group. Mokihana ppl where u at?!!
“All I got is dreams, nobody else can see
Nobody else believes, nobody else but me
Where are you victory? I need you desperately
Not just for the moment to make history”—History, Jay-Z (via quote-book)
People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that’s what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life.
A true soul mate is probably the most important person you’ll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave.
A soul mates purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life…
”—Elizabeth Gilbert (Eat, Pray, Love: One Woman’s Search for Everything Across Italy, India and Indonesia) (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)