September 2010
it's been a while.
mikalbee:
Since i blogged my secret thoughts. I guess there really is nothing to say.
You lie bah.
This will be a long year..
I feel like I’ve already broken so much promises over the course of the lastweeks. Just remember, things won’t change no matter how difficult things are getting. I jsut dont know what i’d do if anything happen to change everything.
August 2010
“There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you.”
– Maya Angelou | Submitted by: bornonthe17th (via quote-book)
I guess when you turn 18, the truth just hits you....
True friends never leave. No matter how long you may not see them or talk. I’ve come to realize who are my real friends and those who are not. It never occured to me how much over the years someone would use me for there personal benefit. I can’t believe I treated my friend like crap all those years. I never knew how it feels like when you find out the truth.
Fake friends
...
How can you forget
that it was my birthday. This is a fail on your part. Ahh forget this..
The Right Decision (Random thought)
Maybe someday I will have my very own Tshirt business. I know graphics is not my major but why not start of a small local business? My cousin and I always talked about it. We got some mad skills on paper and the graphic side. I had an offer to go Art Insititute for Graphics at California but i turned it down. Full payment and everything. I was considered the best graphic artisit in hawaii last...
So tonight Tom is not going to be here due to a hocky game. Pretty much, I’m here all alone. What is there to do tonight?
“People are lonely because they build walls instead of bridges.”
– Rev Run
Day 10- Confession
I already known the whole truth.
“Don’t give up on your dreams, or your dreams will give up on you.”
– John Wooden (via quote-book)
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life...
1. :O
2. XD
“Sometimes the truth makes everything else seem like a lie.”
– Valentine’s Day (via quote-book)
So Imi, last night kept calling me josh and...
I dont see the similarities that my friend josh and I have. Lol.
Day 7- 4 turn offs/Day 8- 3 Turn Ons
1. Smoking
2. Talking moke/blonde
3. Salty (Never again)
4. Guages or whatever you call it
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Turn ons:
1. A girl who knows there graphics (photoshop). Yeah I know its weird
2. Girls who sing and are not afraid to show it. Even if there that bad. XD
3. Smile
“I don’t know what to say
I’ll never have no words
everytime I see...”
– You Don’t Want Me Too by 3rd Storee
Everyone seems to recognize me as the silent chill...
Don’t get me wrong I couldnt agree more. I remember when I could back as saying I was probably sociable or talkative as my friends. Im not shy or anything, its just who I am. If I need to talk there is no doubt. I guess going on quiet side for couple of years in high school made me who I am. Does that really matter who I am from the opinion of others? My friends know me best and they...
Dear Best Friend
Do I ever cross your mind? I miss you a lot. I have to admit that sometimes your on my mind. I know that it shouldnt be. Damn these past weeks I’ve been missing all the things we used to do and say. I been trying to play it cool for so long but it’s just bothering me. Some of my good friends who I’ve hanged out are all moving away for college and got to thinking about all the...
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order...
1. Parents
2. My best friend
3. Baby bro,
4. The group
5. GOD
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
1. Wasted my freshmen year over her.
2. Tagging
3. Waste my 1st 2 years of high school slacking
4. Lying to family and friend
5. The “Fight” over nothing
6. Ever having doubts
1 tag
Mokihana
Went back to drop my stuff today. I’ve noticed the differences between Ilima and Mokihana. It seems better and nicer. But it is not the same without everyone from COP together. Ah when I get back, I hope to cruise the COP group. Mokihana ppl where u at?!!
Listen
1 tag
What's the secret to happiness?
Just live life the best as possible. Give what you can
100% Honest Answers
1 tag
What's the best place near you to get a drink?
Idk, i dont drink
100% Honest Answers
“I’ll be your dream, I’ll be your wish, I’ll be your fantasy,...”
– ”Truly Madly Deeply” by Savage Garden
Day 4- 7 things that cross my mind
1. Why did you hide this from me.
2. Can I handle 7 more years of school?
3. Could I have won, if that never happened?
4. Should I’ve told you from the start?!
5. I hope I’d never become the old me. Anger=Bad
6. Memories of the Past,
7. My Future girl.
Day 3- Eight ways to win your heart
1. I have a thing for girls who play volleyball/basketball
2. Somebody who can be more than a best friend, be my number 1 girl
3. She has to have a good sense of humour
4. Not salty
5. Trustworthy
6. Someone who will keep me going
7. She has to be honest no matter the circumstance.
8. Her smile :D
“Depending on how you looked at things, your world could change completely.”
-sahar:
Queen Of Hearts- Jason Derulo
“All I got is dreams, nobody else can see
Nobody else believes, nobody else but...”
– History, Jay-Z (via quote-book)
“People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that’s what everyone wants....”
– Elizabeth Gilbert (Eat, Pray, Love: One Woman’s Search for Everything Across Italy, India and Indonesia) (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
Day 2
1. I love basketball
2. Im a fighter not a lover. j/k i like boxing its a good stress reliever for me
3. Attend UHM
4. Single, but whatever happens, happens
5. I could get salty at time but im always melo
6. I can rap. Haha. Actually made couple of songs back in early high school days. XD
7. Im always reminiscing about the past. But I’ve grown to accept my mistakes.
8. If anyone is...
“Life is like writing with a pen. you can cross out your past but you can’t...”
